MULTITUDES.

I HOPE SO.
I REALLY DO.

well, i know i've been inconsistent with everything this past week, so maybe i don't really know what i want? but i do.

I've realized alot of shit by just talking and thinking and hearing. It's not that i let others affect my decisions or how i see things, but this one i decided on my own...

I wanna have this kid alone... just for me for now. Do you get it? I wanna get to know my kiddo first, see how he/she is like and yes, for the first time, i listened to my parents. This is not the time for me to be all inlove and shit, I'd like to give everything to this kiddo, but it doesn't mean i need someone else to do it for me. I do not see what happened a problem, but more of a blessing.
WHY?

Hmm well i despise cigarettes, atleast for now... and my taste for alcohol just gave up on itself. HAHAHA. Well maybe not with Margaritas and smirnoffs, HAHAHA. Another thing is, i started to think not just about myself. Seriously, i ain't the spoiled lil brat i was months ago, just doing what i wanted when i wanted to. Now i actually have to take care of this life inside me, and be fuckin responsible for once in my life.

DECISIONS.
HMM. TOUGH. i know. but it doesn't get any more real than this, what's happening to me right now. It doesn't have to be sung in a song so that everyone can hear or feel what i'm going through right now, it doesn't have to be made into a movie or what... THE HELL THEY CARE, RIGHT? If they really do care, they should know how i'm doing... or atleast have the decency to ask. I won't be going up to you telling you "hey, im okay..." NO. i wont do that.
If you're really a friend, atleast visit me.

THAT'S WHATS FUCKIN DEPRESSING.
are you my friend?
really?

LASTLY.
I just realized that i don't need a man so i could feel complete and so i wont feel left out or alone because i never am. I don't need someone to be changing me into someone/something they want me to be. So what if i tattoo every inch of my body? so what if i color my hair pink and look like a walking lollipop? so what if i like BRITNEY SPEARS next to CARCASS next to CHRIS BROWN? so what if i act like a guy and i'm not all girly like a friggin barbie doll?

SO FUCKIN WHAT?

This is me. all of me.
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

Don't be going all about my life, you don't know squat.

GOODNIGHT.
i'd sleep to dream of better things.

ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.

Im Jammy. Dancing is my religion and love is my kid and that's about it.

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